My name is Domie....................And this is my story...................................................................................................................
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Seriously aku sedih!!
aku sedih..ya jk..ritok tk kelak,aku mk tamatkan semua..pa nk jadi,jadi..
Friday, December 30, 2011
Just keep doing what you need to do!!
aku bena2 xda mood ritok eh..seriously..hati aku hancor brkecai..
tapi xpalaa..ku harus sabar mnghadapi suma tk...semua tk d plan Allah k aku..mkin kuat ku bersabar,makin berat dugaan nya..tapi semuanya ada hikmah d sebaliknya..
Critanya berkaitan ngan relationship tk..honestly aku xpernah skali pn ada serious relationship ngan mana2 ompuan sebelum tk selain ngan sorang perempuan tk..aku xpernah..dolok couple main2 jk..heheh..slamak2 aku n nya couple,semuanya ok jk..tapi bila mek2 ada masalah,yalah susah tk..nng susah mnyelesaikan masalah nk rumit2 tk...dalam ku bergerek ngan ompuan tk,ku pernah rasa ku kehilangannya smpey byk kali..tapi nk bena2 rasa kehilangan 2 kali..cmpur nk baru tk sekali..so total 3 kali..nk pling besar laaa..
actually nk trakhir tk salah aku laaa..aku nk trpdh rahsia nya ngan orang..orang ya bukan sapa2 pn...kawan aku dari ku kecik lok..aku selalu mintak nasihat nya..nya kn seorang yang matang..aku bukan apa..aku pernah kehilangan nya d poli dolok...sbb aku xpolah pa2..aku diam jk..but now,after ku dah alami suma yaa xkan aku diam...aku perlu nasihat dari nk pakar..hahaha
nang...memang..salah aku betray "trust" nya tk..ya benda nk pling xboleh kita betray skali dalam dunia tk...tapi apakan daya..kesilapan aku..aku trlalu takut untuk kehilangan nya smpey ku x kisah cara apa nk perlu aku polah...tapi rahsia nya ya berkaitan ngan msalah aku..aku tanpa berpikir panjang,ku mintak tolong kawan aku..mintak nasihat nya gne ngan masalah aku..ya jk..bukan nk burok kn sapa2..xpernah trpikir pn aku nk burokkan sapa2..haaaa..i'm sorry..that all my fault..ku pkir dapat membantu aku mnyelesaikan masalah tk..tapi mkin burokkan keadaan adalah..hahah
dushhh!!nya dpt tauk..aku xtauk mk pdh apa gk dah..nng salah aku..walau gne2 pn aku explain ngan nya,xkan dpt ubah pa2...nya dah ilang kepercayaan nya ngan aku...aku penipu n buaya???come on...after all we've been through??lekak semua ku cuba 4 buktikan perasaan aku??rasa x d hargai laa pulak...xperlu aku nk bunyi2 agik..nng salah aku..aku xboleh laa nk carik salah sapa2 pn d ctok..i got wat i deserve..nng!!aku nng sedih plus frust menonggeng...i lost her again!!!!
tapi xpa laa..maybe it takes time to heal..if aku bersuara akan memburuk2kan agik keadaan...pa nk penting,aku polah jk apa nk ku rasa dah jadi pilihan aku..u know..n finish what i start a long time ago..and think another step..that all..
-domie-
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Aku??talk to myself..
aku dah molah kesilapan besar dalam hidup aku..sekali lagik hal tk berlaku..sbb salah aku..sebab apa nk ku polah...knk ngan aku??knk aku x kuat??come on domie!!!
masalah??aku nng byk masalah..msalah x abis2..ku cuba jadi kuat ngan suma tk..ku cuba lalui suma tk ngan tabah..knk ku xpat??pa gk ku perlu polah??apa nk aku mk cakap gk..suma ckp2 aku dah x berguna gk nektk..terlambat dah domie!!ko nk nyesal??x guna gk dah..benda dah jadi...ko nk betolkan semua??ko mk polah apa..pa nk dpt ko polah??
yalah ko domie!!ko leka ngan dunia tk!!ko trlalu leka ngan dunia tk!!ko trlalu alpa!!ko lupak ngan sapa dirik ko sebenarnya..ko lupak ko tk seorang muslim..ko lupak ngan Allah!!bila ko dah d timpa masalah baruk ko nk carik Allah!!ko terlalu leka...
kata2??kata apa gk ko mk pdh..ko harap ko jadi kedak ahli politik nk dpt bidas semua hujah2??ko pk ko ada semua kebolehan yaa??hey!!wake up!!ko manusia biasa nk xda pa2!!ko nk nyumpah domie??x guna!!brapa byk dosa nk ko dah polah??bpa byk dah ko kecewakan semua org nk ko syg??!!pa nk ko perlu polah??!!think!!
ko mk apa sebenarnya??apa ko rasa nektk??!!ko nyesal??marah??sedih??rasa nk ngamok??udahlah..jgn trlalu ikot ngan prasaan bah!!ko trlalu ekot ngan prasaan ko akan hilang kawalan!!!
sabar??haaa!!ya nk ko perlu polah!!brtaubat!!ko mintak ampun byk2 ngan Allah!!ya jk nk ko ada nektk!!!ko manusia biasa!!Allah maha pengampun n maha penyayang!!Allah tk adil!!ko molah salah,Allah nunjok!!ko cayak jk suma tk plan Allah k hidup ko!!ko manusia!!sentiasa molah salah!!pintu taubat k Allah sentiasa terbukak!!ko jgn lupak yaa!!pa2 nk org padah jgn ko ingga!!ko tunaikan kewajipan ko ngan Allah lok!!InsyaAllah...Allah akan sentiasa berada ngan ko!!
kesalahan??aok..ko nng bersalah dalm hal tk!!sngt!!ko knk xpndey ngawal dirik???ko tauk sbb apa??ko lemah!!!ko lupak ngan Allah!!ya ko mudah trjerumus ke lembah hina!!
wake up!!
ok!!enough Domie!!ko dah kecewakan org Domie!!ko sedar yaa!!mn ko mk jalan penyelesaian,ko mintak ngan Allah!!ya jk!!ko nyesal kah,rasa bersalah kah,sedih kah, xkan temu jalan penyelesaian!!ko mintak jk jalan ngan Allah!!Allah maha adil!!nya akan tolong ko!!x kira ko jaik ney pun,nya akan tolong!!believe in that!!thats all you got!!
you can't change everything what u have done!!what u have to do now,pray to Allah!!Allah akan tolong ko!!Allah akan merik ko jalan!!cayak ngan yaa!!jgn ko pernah putus harapan!!jgn putus doa!!pa2 nk ko rancang,ko hanya mampu rancang!!Allah nk nentu suma yaa!!ko hanya perlu polah apa nk ko polah!!
wait??ko sayang ngan seseorang kah??ko dah yakin ngan prasaan ko??mn ko yakin,ko mintak Allah tunjok mintak jalan...before tk nunggu nk!!ko teruskan ajak!!lamak ney pun!!jgn ko putus asa!!don't u ever give up!!ko usaha jk!!kakya ko tawakkal jk!!insyaAllah...Allah akan nolong orang nk berusaha n sabar!!
adoh!!ko mesti tenang hadapi suma tk!!byk ney ko hisap rokok pn,xkan molah ko tenang!!ko hanya nyusah idup ko jk!!!brenti gk!!ko pk tentang dirik ko dolok!!rahsia??!!yaaahhhh!!knk gk??ko pecah rahsia org??pa knk ko bodo gilak!!janji??knk ngan janji??!!da sbb??ada!!pa sbbnyaa!!huhh!!xperlu ko jelaskan apa2 gk..sbb ko munasabah kah,sbb ko x munasabah kah,janji ko langgar!!aku dah mdah iboh hilang kwalan!!ko tenang jk..
dahlaa yaa..bagus ko bertenang..ko biarkan semuanya ngan Allah..ko dah polah apa nk ko perlu polah!!!biarkan masa jk nentu suma yaa!!biarkan masa nk nentu suma jk..ko sabar jk..Allah sentiasa ada...
-domie-
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Can't Take My Eyes Off You
aku suka lagu tk..especially muse version...cool huh!!wlpun a little bit jiwang..so layan.....
Iboh baca!!
hye there..:)
ku nk berjiwang ckit pagi tk..ku xpat tido..maklumlaa..banyak pk..aku mn banyak pikir,aku nng xpat tido..hahaha
ku harap mn org x suka post aku tk jgan baca keh..
aku nk bercerita tk..aku dah jiwang nektk!!hahahah..malu eh..:p
aku dah jatuh cinta ngan sorang wanita...eseh..
namanya,Faznur Syakhira..aku dh bena2 sayangkan nya..n nk penting aku ikhlas sayangkan nyaa....aku terimak seadanya nk ada pada diriknya...
masalahnya d sitok,day by day,rasa sayang aku ngan nya tk makin hari makin besar...sampeykan aku ada simpton nk pelik..aku semakin takut akan kehilangan nya..aku tauk..spttnya aku xpk benda tk..tapi yalah nk aku rasakan..everytime aku ngan nya fight n problem,aku akan semakin takut akan kehilangan nya...aku xmk hal tk jadi...aku terus terang..aku xmk kehilangan nya skali gk..
bila aku ngan nya,aku nmpk future aku ngan nyaa...aku serius ngan hubungan mek2..aku serius...aku serius nk jadi kan nya teman hidup aku..as my wife..aku mk hubungan aku ngan nyaa tk kekal smpey bila2...walau besar gine pn rintangan nk ada antara aku ngan nyaa...Ya Allah..perkenankanlah doa ku ini..
ku x mintak semua tk jadi..mintak jauh..i just hope,semuanya akan jadi ok..yalah tek kan..kita hanya mampu mrancang..Allah nk tentukan semua yaa..sekiranya aku kehilangan nya sekali lagi,aku xtauk apa nk akan jadi ke aku..tapi selagi nya bukan milik org lain,i mean selagi nya bukan isteri orang,aku akan tunggu nya sampey bila2...ya Allah,restuilah perasaan aku tk...makbulkanlah doa aku tk...hmmmmm
oklah..puas dh aku berjiwang,aku mk tido gk...dah laaa aku ada sukaneka pagi kelak..eskep lagiklah..hahahha..aku nng xpat tido..lastly..i love u Syakhira..
-DoMiE-
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Luahan perasaan seorang lelaki..AKU!!
My Dream Car!!!

Mazda RX
Saturday, October 29, 2011
The pictures of "Present"..
Lucky...
I will never give up on u....
I start to get a funny feeling, its like I'm always stealing, when I'm around you my vision gets hazy, but when I'm not around you, I start to go crazy, I've never felt this before, inside sometimes gets sore, I think I'm falling for you, its scary but its true, you've changed me, I'm someone I thought I never be, its a good thing though, I just hope you never go, please don't leave, or I won't be able to breath, your what keeps me going, your what keeps my blood flwoing, I'll love you no matter what, I'll never give you up. |
-DoMiE- |
I am really sorry.....
btw,gne ku boleh dgr lagu tk?mabok kali x tdo malam...hahahha...
Lyrics | Buckcherry lyrics - Sorry lyrics
The present!!
ritok ku nk bercerita sal hadiah tk..pa org putih madah tek..present nk...hehehe
dalam hidup aku tk nk,slalu juak ku dapat hadiah..boleh laa slalunya..tapi kebanyakannya dari family aku...my mum n dad..hehehe
mn dapat dari org lain tk,jarang..mn ada pn dari ompuan laaa..laki ya jgn harap laaa...sorg jk penah merik..eh duak org...bapak aku ngan kawan aku Yildiz..nya merik chocolate...hahaha..rsa kdak ompuan jk aku tek......:P
oklaa...start lok cita...mn sal hadiah dari ompuan tk,ku penah la dpt hadiah...tapi mn nk d crita ctok tk xlarat ku nk naip...panjang gilak critanya..hahaha...kebanyakannya hadiah nk penah ku dpt dari perempuan tk jarang laa surprise..sumanya ku dh tauk..hehehe..da cgek jk..n tk hadiah nk paling bermakna bagi aku..sbb adiah tk dari ompuan nk sangat bermakna n special dalam hidup aku..hehe..ompuan nk paling rapat ngan aku dalam dunia tk..nk tauk semua kisah lalu aku..rahsia aku..oppsss..aku sayang gilak ngan nyaa...eh2..dah2...stop gk...hahaha..klak ada bercrita pasal jiwang2 tk...malas ku...:p
time ku dpt hadiah tk nk,nng surprise laaa bagi aku..sgt surprise...terkejut aku...terharu juak...n ku sgt happy bila nerimak hadiah yaaa...bayangkan..gne yaa...hahaha..to whom that give me tat present,thank you very much...:) aku sngt menghargai adiah yaa...akan aku ku simpan smpey bila2...:)
hadiah nk ku dapat ya perfume...the body shop...wangi baunya eh!!!ku suka!!ku nng selama tk mngharapkan perfume dari ompuan as a present..bau nk nya pilih n suka!!hahaha..and aku dapat dari 'her'!!1st time dapat perfume!! thanks again "you"..nng surprise laa time yaa...dah ada letter dalam yaa...torg ada?!!hahaha..dh kotak kacak..surat gk wangi!!hahaha..nng best laaa...:p ku nk nunjok gambar tapi next post laaa owh..sbb aku blom smpt ambik gmbr gk..hehehe..aku dh dapat adiah tk lamak..tapi baruk sekarang ku nk post...sbb aku tk pemalas update blog..hahaha..:p
thank u for that present "you"..
-domie-
hahahaha
lagu tk nng cali eh...bukan apa ku madah cali tek bah nong...tapi lagu tk mngingatkan aku tentang kegilaan aku n kawan aku time ku kroja d miri lok..nang cali eh...nng kenangan laa...hahaha..
jamilah jamidong tk ada kaitan ngan area-area sin liang n mega d miri nun...mn torang tauklaa..haaaaaaa...mn torang tauk msti torg tauk pahal popular d cya mlam..
mekorg slalu kak main futsal then dah bis lepak ya msti agak cya lok...buang boring..kakya ngaco golongan jamilah jamidong tk...hehehe...
mn torg mk tauk pa jamilah jamidong ya torg gi lah miri..area sin liang and mega ya..paham la torg mksd aku klak...hahaha..
enjoy lagu tk!!boh stress2 bah...nk udah ya udah laaa keh...be strong!!move on your life...:)
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Third Eye Blind - Jumper
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand
The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well, everyone I know has got a reason
To say put the past away
Wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand
And well, he's on the table
And he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they are doing here
And your friends have left you
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I, I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today we can put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in and if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand, I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
Understand
Can you put the past away?
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
And I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
I would understand
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
And I would understand
I like this song..when i'm watching Jim Carey movie titled YES MAN,they use this song as part of the movie..this movie is so damn funny...heheh
I hear this song over and over again when I'm breakup with someone at 2009..it's hurt the most but I need to continue my life...hehehe..
enough saying..enjoy mate!!
Perfection
and for us to be together to never be apart.
No one else in the world could even compare,
You’re perfect and so is this love we share.
We have so much more then I ever thought we would,
I love you more then I thought I ever could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I’ll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, future, and past,
by the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you will come to realize,
how perfect you are when seen though my eyes.
My check list to do for "HER"..
2. Do things that make you laugh together.
3. Compliment her for her special qualities and be specific.
4. Put your arms around her when she needs comfort.
5. Speak respectfully, don’t demean her or hurt her feelings.
6. Give her time to be with her friends.
7. Take regular walks hand-in-hand.
8. Be enthusiastic over things that she’s excited about.
9. Do something you think she wants done before she asks.
10. Discuss changes with her first before you make them.
11. Show interest in the relationship and the things she values.
12. Allow her to teach you things without being defensive.
13. Let go of the small stuff.
14. Be a good listener and value what she says.
15. Get away from the routine to spend time together.
16. Go shopping with her without watching the clock.
17. Make her breakfast and clean up afterward.
18. Set specific relationship goals to achieve together.
19. Act like you are partners in all areas life.
20. Don’t take her for granted, always be polite.
21. Admit your mistakes, and ask for forgiveness.
22. Defend her to others, especially to your family.
23. Don’t belittle her intelligence.
24. Scratch her back, rub her feet, and massage her neck.
25. Be especially helpful when she is not feeling well.
26. When she asks how your day went, give her details.
26. Never argue over money, it will damage your relationship.
28. Don’t embarrass her in front of others.
29. Make eye contact when the two of you are talking.
30. Show that you prefer her company over all others.
31. Give her your full attention whenever possible.
33. Never flirt with another woman.
34. Brag about her and your relationship to others.
35. Surprise her with a card and flowers.
36. Call her when you know you are going to be late.
37. Give her your undivided attention when she’s talking.
38. Never compare her unfavorably with others.
39. Take care of yourself, It shows you care.
40. Be supportive. Help her to achieve her goals.
41. Run errands without complaining.
42. Sit close to her, even when you’re just watching TV.
43. Include her when you make plans.
44. Do things that make her feel cherished as a woman.
45. Build trust into your relationship.
46. Surprise her with a 15+ second kiss.
47. Stay in good of shape so she’s proud to be with you.
48. Be kinder to her than you are to strangers.
49. Make sure she feels valued above everyone else.
50. Continue to court her and date her.
51. Show affection for her in front of friends.
52. Hold her close when she is hurt or discouraged.
53. Surprise her with an unexpected gift.
54. Don’t forget to hold her hand in public.
55. Honor her and support her dignity.
56. Don’t dishonor her by eyeballing other women.
57. Fix dinner for her sometimes.
58. Be sympathetic when she’s feeling down.
59. Don’t ignore the small things that bother her.
60. Do things around the house that she wants done.
61. Tell her and show her that you love her every day.
62. When you’re away call or email often.
63. Show her affection without sexual intentions.
64. Show her affection with sexual intentions.
65. Let her see you reading and applying this list.
I'm not gonna GIVE UP on you!!
-DoMiE-
Monday, October 3, 2011
True Love
You make it easy to be myself, and its you who set me free...
You are just so amazing, I can't believe how good you make me feel...
I was scared this was only just a dream, but you assured me this was real...
When you told me how you really felt, i had difficulty trying to breathe...
My heart began to beat much faster, but you promised me you wouldn't leave...
Every word that you wrote, made me want to be with you so much more...
The thought of you had me trembling, deep down inside my core...
I long to b with u boo, like we envisioned for our first meet...
The thought of my arms around you, with your hand in mine is just so sweet...
Watching the beautiful Cali sunset, and a breeze that is so gentle...
We connect on many levels boo, not yet of the physical, but the mental...
But soon enough you'll be in my arms, falling fast asleep...
I said no harm would come your way, and a promise i always keep...
You're safe with me at all times boo, id never do you wrong...
We've talked about what does not kill you only makes you strong...
You're open and you're willing, to tell me how you truly feel...
You're beautiful, and you care for me, i can hardly believe you're real...
But the day will come when i look into your eyes, and see what you r made of...
And when I realize where your heart lies, I'll know your my true love!
I love you , always and for eternity. -Domie-
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Avril Lavigne -Wish You Were Here
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all
There's a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
I really wish youre here!!I really miss you so much!! -DoMiE-
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Sorry for my weakness
hye pembaca2 blog ku yang setia...fuh..kenyang perut nong..hehehe
nang la time tk gk awal...tapi ku lapar..hehehe
ku xsngka la blog aku tk ada juak prg baca...xsngka juak org bukak nya lebih dari sorg..tapi xpalaa..dah nama blog tek k baca laa....
torg ingat x post aku before tk ya...hmmmmm...tanpa aku sedari pa nk ku post ya telah mlukakkan ati seseorang...shit!!aku x berniat pun....d ctok aku mintak maap atas apa nk terjadi...ku susun 10 jari mintak maap dari ujung rambut sampey ujung kaki...ku harap kesalahan aku d maafkan...ya juak post aku ya nganok org...sapa x manas...ku mintak maap juak org nk trasa ati ya...gedong ari raya tek nk...maaf zahir dan batin...
ok...perkara tk membuatkan aku bpikir lamak..pa jadi ngan aku tk sbnrnya...y suma tk happen...cne puncanya...haiyaaa....after ku talk ngan someone ya bruk ku sedar....
sumanya bpunca dari aku....di sebabkn prangei aku nk da dlm dirik tk molah suma benda ya jadi....
1.Ego-nang bena..mlampo..ego ngan ompuan ku pling kuat..nang xmk klah ngan ompuan..hahah
2.Full with hatred-aku tk nk,bila dah mdh bencik nang bena ku bencik..mulut dah pdh x tapi ati ku keras mdh msih bencik..bencik ya nk molah aku kuat bdendam ooo...wlpn hal lmk molah ku msih dendam gk..haihhh!!
3.Selfish-tk pn mcm ada juak...xpernah pk jauh ttg org lain..pk psal dirik jk..ney endak sbarang molah kerja...
4.Childish-hahaha..heran aku..ku dpt rsa juak..bkn suma aspek ok..aku dpt rsa aku tk childish when it comes to relationship ngan ompuan..hehehe.
5.Pemarah-nang xpat sangkal gk..aku nng pemarah..kaadang2 mn aku marah,slalu benda bodo d polah ku...kdk post benda pelik2.. kakya nyakit ati org..
sbb suma d atas ya,aku brtindak ekot prasaan..xda pk org lain gk...nang la aku tk ooo...hahaha
As conclusion..hehe..mcm karangan spm jk..:p
honestly,im ashamed of myself about apa nk dah ku polah...im not being a real man..
im just being a sick man..after peristiwa malam tadik ya,aku malu ngan dirik ku kdirik...thanks to her nk sedarkan aku mlm tadik...she know how to talk...i salute u!!
n for whom tat i hurt last night...im sorry...i am really sorry...:( i am really sorry to "u" n "u"...
n ku nk btapa lok dalam gua...muhasabah diri lok...aku cuba mk ubahkan dirik aku nk sedia ada rosak tk...
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Menguras...
A Puzzle or Is it?
The Key
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
My girl..:)

Unexpected story..
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Adele - Rolling In The Deep
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Starting Over
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Daughtry - Sorry
It'll just be a minute
How can I explain?
What ever happened here
Never meant to hurt you
How could I cause you so much pain?
When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me?
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe
Will you believe me?
All the words that I come up with
They're like gasoline on flames
There's no excuse
No explaination
Belive me
If I could I'd undo what I did wrong
I'd give away all that I own
When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me?
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe
Will you believe me?
If I told you
I've been cleaning my soul
And if I promised you
I'll regain control
Will you open your door
And let me in?
Take me for who I am
And not for who I've been?
Who I've been...
When I say I'm sorry
Will you believe me?
Listen to my story
Say you wont leave me
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe?
When I say I'm sorry
(When I say I'm sorry)
When I say I'm sorry
(When I say I'm sorry)
When I say I'm sorry
Can you forgive me?
When I say I'll always be there
Will you believe?
Friday, June 10, 2011
Muse - Neutron Star Collision (Love Is Forever)
I dedicated this song for someone....
a girl actually...n she win my heart...
not 'at least for whatever part' but 'all of part'....
i found you...my true love...
so,enjoy...
:)
I was searching you were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like a neutron star collision
I have nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told each other with no trace of fear that
Our love would be forever
And if we die, we die together
Well I, I said never
Cause our love would be forever
The world is broken, halos fail to glisten
We try to make a difference but no one wants to listen
Hail the preachers, fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate like snowflakes in an ocean
Love is forever and we'll die
We'll die together
Well I, I said never
Cause our love, could be forever
Now I've got nothing left to lose
You take your side to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear
That my love will be forever
And well die, we'll die together
Will I, I will never
Cause our love will be forever
Thursday, June 2, 2011
I Found You.......
You're the one I couldn't forget
Even at the last breath I take
You're the one my heart longs for
Because I found real joy in you
You're the one I'll love so true
For you gave me same love too
You're the one I needed most
For I am so in love with you
You light my life and turn it right
And put a music in my heart
How can I thank you for all the things
And for the love you've given me?
I can never ask for more because
My life has been complete since
I FOUND YOU!!
for u...from me....
GLAY - I'm in LOVE
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
In LOVE again..........
In love againI fall in love so easily, it’s pathetic.But I really do love her.I saw u oncebut it was just a glanceI walked awaygiving up my chancewhen I turned backu weren’t thereu disappearedinto thin airI looked aroundsearching for youu seemed familiarlike it was a deja vuonce I found uI could seethat u were the onlyone for meI knew right thenu were the onemy search for loveis now doneI no that thismay sound crazyits no liemy sights not hazyur no heart breakerI can tellwhen I first saw uin love, I fellthere's one thing I nothat will always lastits our first kissbut it went to fasthere we arenow togetherour love is trueand always foreverI loved uright from the startI'll still love utill me depart-for you-
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
My ring...........this is it...

dear readers,
ooooo...my eyes!!!!hahaha...silo mata knk matahari..:P
tk la ring d pakey ku nektk..thats mean...........ahaaaaaa!!!
hahahaha...ku ngga mcm buntuk jk tngan ku cya!!!:p
but this is the ring i talk about...its simple...but pa nk d ukir dlm ring ya lah nk penting....silver tk..mhl ku meli...urrrmmm..:) i like to use a ring...its mean sumting...hahahahah!!
Monday, May 23, 2011
Dekat padamuu...
xsngka ku aku akan engkah lagu tk kt blog aku....tpi apakn daya...
lagu tk jk ngenak ngan ati ku nektk.....wlaupn cali,lagu2 time aku form 2 tk...
hahahah......prasaan aku nng kenak ngan lagu tk kinek...so,enjoy...i'll be back...:)
jeng...jeng....jeng.....hahahah!!!
Dekat padamu..Arah ingin ku tuju..
Walaupun jauh..Akan ku tempuh..
Kerana hanya sunyi..Yang menemani hari..
Semenjak kau pergi membawa diri..
Oh dekat padamu..Di sana kan bersatu..
Dua jiwa..Yang telah terpisah..
Kesetiaan yang telah..Kita sama ikrarkan..
Ku pegang teguh..Janji ku kotakan..
Andai tersalah arah..Berikanku tanda..
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya..
Jika cinta kita hanya sejarah lama..
Sudilah ku cuba kali kedua..
[Chorus]
Walau jauh akan..Ku gegas berlari..
Walau tinggi bisa..Ku terbang di langit..
Walau sedalam mana..Akan ku selami..
Kerna cinta sedalam itu..Mekar bila ku dekat padamu..
Dekat padamu..Itu destinasiku..
Tak kira apa jua kan ku terima..
Harapan ku kan terbuka pintu di hatimu..
Dengan rela menunggu kehadiranku..
Andai tersalah arah..Berikanku tanda..
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya..
Harapan mendorong ku mengusung cinta kita..
Janganlah dibalas rasa kecewa..
[Repeat chorus]
Oh dekat padamu..
-i mean it-
after a long time ago.......
O.M.G!!!its been a long time i didn't open my FRIENDSTER account!!!!
hahaha...nng lmk lalu...bpa taun endak kah...
pa ku nk mdh ctok,ku trbca blt cgek msg from some in my friendster!!!its from "her" when we still...err..urrmmm..yaaa...she called me Mr.Domie..n KTK...
when i read it all the memories comes back...cgek2 ku tringat..memori ya dtg mcm aek gugok mencurah2 datas palak aku...owh gosh!!!i miss that moment..sigh..:(
tpi,ya suma kisah lmk...xguna ku bising2 gk....so,heheh...tk last la..kaktk ku stop jap...merik laluan kpda penaja...esehmen...ceeehhhh...haahha...bh..bye..:) take care...
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Story a.k.a cerita 1001 malam.....
besalah...kaktk ku nk stop kejaplah blogging tk..xtauklh brapa lmk...ku da reason kedirik mk brenti jap.....tapi i will come back!!!hahahaha
O.K!!enough with that kick-off..so,we begin our topic up there...hehehe
sbnrnya cerita nk ku mk crita bknlaa box-office pn...cuma brita bait n pelik nk ku dpt time smggu ku d srwak tk tek...mngkin ada cita lain b4 ku gi johor dulok marek ya...heheh..ok..let's begin..
mula2....crita bait nk ku dgr time ku cuti tk tek xlah byk...tapi ku nk crita cgek jk...my parent mcm nk merik ku k keta kat johor taun dpn....50% mcm setuju jk..!!yeaaa~~!!mn la dpt,da kreta la aku d johor kelak...nng best..xpyh sewa keta gk...ya jk tek...booooo!!xbest lalu...hahahah!!
kakya,marek malm tek...ku da mimpi...mimpi ku ya nng pelik...camtk cita ya...msok lok dlm mimpi aku tek....ku mimpi temu ngan seorang wanita tk tek...ku knal..thats "her"..ku heran juak...time ya mek2 jk...kt cgek tmpt...act ku x ingt tempat ya...samar2 jk...then mek2 bloya...psal pa mek2 brloya ya pn ku xtauk...nk ku tauk happy la that situation...da tetak2 mek2...so sweet..:) tapi tiba2,nya dpt msg...hanpon ya pn sma juak kdk d pkey "her" ya!!!heran aku...hahah..kak nya mca msg ya,nya mrh ngan aku...nng marah bna la..mcm mrajuk da juak hoo....then nya nunjok msg nya ngan aku....time aku nk maca msg ya,mok aku gerak aku nyuroh bgn mk jarah kubor...haiiii..potong cya jk mimpi ya....hahahah!!!adeii..trpk2 aku mimpi ya eh...but i have a bad feeling about this dream..:( x nymn ati ku pk ya...sigh..hrp2 xda pa2 n just a dream...arrrghhh..
smpey cya jk nk sekian...hahaha...ok da gk crita tk..blom abis gk...aku nk crita time kerja d miri lok...heee..msa ku keja lok,ku penah brknalan ngan sorg ompuan tk...dari FB..the story start when i've got a message from someone..a stranger laa..ku pn kedong agik jiwa kacau tek nk,ku bls la msg fb ya..msg girl nya nya cuma mk brknalan n be friend...so,ku bls la maok juak tek...da org nk brknalan la tek nk...rsa popular la..hahahah!!..:p kakya approve friend...then,br2ka no tepon...hahaha..mcm besa...:p
kakya dtg la part nk ku xska tk tek...suatu ari ku bkk fb that girl..kakya ku ngga pic nya ngan someone..ku knal ngan someone ya..my ex!!!duhal cdak kwn rpt!!so,ku xnyamn ati la tek nk..ku tnyk la...psl suma2 ya..aihh..xnymn ati ku time ya....ku rsa mcm xbest jk kakya..aku nk forget my ex time ya..hmpir 1year dh time ya..ati gk suka tek nk..kak bloya ngan girl ya,ku tringat blt ngan ex aku..mka nk mlupak.tringat blt..so,tnpa brfikir pjg..aku ambik langkah bodo tek...ku msg something ngan ompuan ya smpy nya pk ku lain n xmk msg ngan aku gk...hahah!!besa..msg trlarang...!!haha...its work!!tapi ku tauk cara ku salah...mlampo glak..xspttnya ku polah camya..mn xmk d kco org..tang bia jk ooo.pdh hal bna kh...da gk polah dakya..so,sbnrnya aku nk apologise to that women..i sorry for my rudeness..i hope nya maapkan aku la...:(
uuurrrrmmm...ku rsa ya jkla cita ya tek..kakya aku ngan ompuan ya nng xda contact gk..xda lalu..hahaha..msti nya dh pk lain ngan aku...hihihi...tpi ku nng xda pa2 ngan girl ya hooo...jgn pk lain dh...hehehe...
yahhhh!!!ku rsa tk la post aku nk pling panjang skali pernah ku taip....haheheh...tpi besalah..ku nk stop kejap la blogging tk...uhhuhuhuh...so,the last word from me..
-take care of yourself..
-im sorry to break the rules once n ruin everything..am i right?hee..:(
-i hope the best after this 4 month..
-lastly,i will never give up n i will keep waiting for u..don't throw away the "hope" u give me...
so,bye2..n Assalamualaikum...i'll be back...:)
Cee Lo Green: Forget You
I see you driving 'round town
With the girl I love and I'm like,
Forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough I'm like,
Forget you!
And forget her too!
I said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya
Ha, now ain't that some sh*t? (Ain't that some sh*t?)
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo
Yeah I'm sorry, i can't afford a Ferrari,
But that don't mean i can't get you there.
I guess he's an Xbox and I'm more Atari,
But the way you play your game ain't fair.
I pity the fool that falls in love with you
(oh sh*t she's a gold digger)
Well
(just thought you should know n*gga)
Ooooooh
I've got some news for you
Yeah go run and tell your little boyfriend
I see you driving 'round town
With the girl I love and I'm like,
Forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough I'm like,
Forget you!
And forget her too!
I said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya
Ha, now ain't that some sh*t? (Ain't that some sh*t?)
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo
Now I know, that I had to borrow,
Beg and steal and lie and cheat.
Trying to keep ya, trying to please ya.
'Cause being in love with you ass ain't cheap.
I pity the fool that falls in love with you
(oh sh*t she's a gold digger)
Well
(just thought you should know n*gga)
Ooooooh
I've got some news for you
OOOH, I really hate your ass right now
I see you driving 'round town
With the girl I love and I'm like,
Forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough I'm like,
Forget you!
And forget her too!
I said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya
Ha, now ain't that some sh*t? (Ain't that some sh*t?)
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo
Now baby, baby, baby, why d'you wanna wanna hurt me so bad?
(so bad, so bad, so bad)
I tried to tell my mamma but she told me
"this is one for your dad"
(your dad, your dad, your dad)
Uh! Whhhy? Uh! Whhhy? Uh!
Whhhy lady? Oh! I love you oh!
I still love you. Oooh!
I see you driving 'round town
With the girl I love and I'm like,
Forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo
I guess the change in my pocket
Wasn't enough I'm like,
Forget you!
And forget her too!
I said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya
Ha, now ain't that some sh*t? (Ain't that some sh*t?)
And although there's pain in my chest
I still wish you the best with a...
Forget you!
Oo, oo, ooo
Welcome home....:)
I also already come back from my village...my village name is "Kpg. Sekaan Kechil"..very weird name huh..hahah..idk how they got that name...hihih..:p
1st time aih ku driving 100% dari Bintulu ke Matu..before tk tek,kejap2 jk nyuruh ku drive..kdg2 area mukah jk....nmpk gaya nya my parent dh cayak ngan skill permanduan ku tk..ala2 seorang 'transporter'...so damned COOL!!
baruk jk a week aku d sarawak tk...byk dh benda jadi...n more importantly,byk benda pelik n best nk jadi ngan aku ctok...xlah byk glak actually...but,enough la k aku berik nyaman ati dirik....hahahah....klak2 la ku cita gk hooo...chow..:)
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
This is INSANE!!!
hohoii..knk ku slalu update aku pn blog oo??hahah..cali..this is insane!!im so booowww~~ringggg~~ at home..xtauk nk molah apa...mkn,tdo,on9...boringg lalu!!!
ku mk crik keja laa..rilek lok 1 week...kakya crik kroja...
This is INSANE too!!!i try to stop smoking,but i can't!!!i want to quit!!y it's really hard!!!!muaaahahahah...maybe i did't take so much afford to quit...that why it's really hard...i think..not as much afford like i waiting someone..:)..but i really want to quit...sigh..:( aaarrrggghh!!!..i don't care...i do everything i can do....
but,i wonder something now...about something issue yesterday...hmmmm...naaa..whatever~~
hahaha...now i wonder what she's doing now..is she's ok??hmmmm...that's what i wonder now...hahaha....i hope everything will gonna be fine..n "her" will be fine somewhere...heee..:)
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
It's good to be at HOME!!!!
yesterday,finally i safely arrived at my hometown bintulu...i am so tired but too happy!!!!!!!!...after a long journey at KL,sleep at KLIA with an insane "aircond" temperature,wasting my money eat at KLIA,a stranger need my help to go back to his town because he lost his wallet n shows the police report to me,didn't shower for 1day++ n spend a boring night lonely!!!at last im back at BINTULU!!!!yipppie...
hahahahah...after arrived at home,i spend two hours like that to rest n playing PES11 with my "POYO" bro..after that,i go find my mate aheng,once n as n hang out with them at tanjung batu..this is the best!!!!eating ABC with a lot of stupid jokes n laugh..omg..it's been a long time since i continue my further study....BEST LALLUUUUU!!!!!!!
for the "one" who read this,take care there n keep update..:)
P/S:for my "freak fans" don't spoil my MOJO!!!hahaha
The Ring.......
Dear reader,
But i will keep my promise to you n waiting for you no matter what.....that is for sure....the thing that i talk about just now keep playing over my head....i can't keep it for so long.....the word that i give to you,i will prove it that i can stand to it....i'll never broke my promise again....
What have i done......
Perkara 2 tahun lalu berlaku lagi disebabkan diri ku ni yang tidak boleh bersabar & tidak tahu memikirkan orang lain...
Ku memohon kepadaMu ya Allah agar diberikan jalan/petunjuk kepada masalah yang aku hadapi sekarang ini....adakah perhubungan yang engkau tentukan kepadaku ingin menguji keimanan dan ketabahan diri hambaMu yang lemah ini??
Aku mula bingung dan buntu dengan masalahku ini....Ya Allah bantu lah hambaMu ini yang lemah dan jahil ini......
Dear reader,im sorry to cause so much trouble for you..i didn't know it will happen again...im really sorry to make you suffocated for the problem that cause by me...im sorry to make you realize,that i am the stupidest person in the world..but,im an ordinary human...i make mistake..its so hard to face this problem once again...i didn't know what to do....i only thinking about you carry a burden behind your back because of me.........i am truly sorry....:(
I am at KLIA now.....waiting for my flight here alone...i didn't know with who i need to talk about this....the only thing i can do now is pray n post it in this blog...i am so scare how to face you after this 4 month...I apologize even though i know its hard for you to accept that....im sorry...:(
Monday, May 16, 2011
Kuala Lumpur YOOO!!
Now,im at TBS,kuala lumpur..bruk smpy ritk tek...lelah juak dlm bas...heheh
Im,waiting for my friend now..mujid n emynur..they are my housemate at uthm...
OMG!!im so hungry now...but i didn't want to eat here...so expensive...my money is limited...tommorow i return to my hometown BINTULU..yeeaaaaa!!!!i can't wait to see my bro,my mom,dad n my sis....miss u all!!!
Pa gk ooo...i really miss someone..:( it's been 2 days i think i didn't contact that person a.k.a "her"...i miss "her" really bad!! :(...bkn apa x contact nya,there some event between me n her..we can't contact each other in this whole holiday duration...it's for our own good....but my hand is so naughty!!!kdng2 da juak mk texting "her"..but,i remember the rules...so,i change my mind to text "her"....heeee..
tapi xpalah...sbar jk domie...if u trust n sbar,insyaallah everything is gonna be find..i promise to myself,if i had a chance to make everything right n a chance to start over...this time i will never let her go.....same as i promise to "her" tat my feeling will last forever....ceee...ayat ney ndak kh dpakey ku tk kah....jiwang lalu...hahahah!!!
so,i will keep update...opps..btw,marek ku da shoping kain k family aku...aku dh meli kain baju melayu...aku k baju kaler merah n purple...klak ku nunjok gmbr nya...aku boring dh nggu cdak 2 ya d ctok aih....hahahah!!!
BYE2 reader...:) take care...:)
Thursday, May 12, 2011
You Taught Me
Now the only place I want to live is inside your heart
I once desired diamonds... until I met you,
Now the only sparkle I need comes from within
I used to crave the finest clothing... until I met you,
Now I want not a single thread to separate our bodies
I once coveted a fancy car... until I met you,
Now I want nothing that would put miles between us
I once prayed for money... until I met you,
Now I want none of the things money can buy
I once yearned for a sense of security... until I met you,
Now my only security comes is knowing you are near
I once dreamt of a prestigious job... until I met you,
Now I find my success in knowing that you are happy
I once asked for the world on a silver platter... until I met you,
Now you are my world and I want for nothing but your touch
Loving you has been my teacher; you taught me not to want
Being with you has been my discovery; you are all that I need
Finding you has been my salvation, I now understand grateful
But perhaps of most importantly...
Your love in return has been my everything.........
-from me to somebody-