A letter for you

I'm so sorry

Honey,

I know you're not talking to me, but I hope you'll read this. I am SO sorry that I hurt you. I treat you like I'm not supposed to do. I was loose control over myself for a stupid reason. I feel really bad. I'm sorry love. It was a stupid thing to do and I knew that even when I was doing it. I love you so much but when you smile and giggles, it drives me nuts. I know you don't mean anything by it, but I'm so insecure when it comes to your love.

You're so beautiful like a royal princess and smart and you could have any guy you wanted, so why are you with me? I know you're always telling me that you love me, but I still can't believe it, I guess. I'm such a dumb bunny or a jerk sometimes. Remember the time when I farted in front of you? I'm still amazed that you didn't just tell me to get lost that day, but you didn't. You were really understanding and even forgive me every time I make a stupid mistake. I always screwed up. 

And now I've done it again. Just because I have something that is stupid in my mind to argue about, I gave you a hard time and accused you of boring with me. Can you forgive me? Is there any way I can make it up to you and get out of the doghouse? I miss you, Angel, and I promise if you'll talk to me, I'll not treat you like that again and not hiding something from you again. I'll do anything I have to do to keep your love. Anything.

If you can find it in your heart to give me another chance, please find me. I don't care what you interrupt. Nothing is more important than our relationship. If you don't call, I'll keep writing, but I promise I won't bother you with phone calls or visits. I know I've really made you angry and I understand that you don't want to see me right now. You have no idea how badly I want that to change. I love you so much baby..

Yours and only yours,
Domie